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    bright eyes x #zihark ~ (fire emblem oc/canon selfship)

finished sketchdump! more context on the ship at dreamwidth . character design workshop thoughts below ~

i was telling my doujin circle recently it's been neat finally getting the confidence to tackle my body type as a cool character design puzzle to solve since the combination is so rare (coughnonexistent) to see.

(also with the rancid villain vibes that "I" want. because it's hot. /send tweet.)

something a lot of artists underestimate is good character design is always problem solving  -- you want them to be not just cookie cutter copypasta original character 2044223 but unique in a way that they're tangible, iconic, have quirks of body language that tells volumes about how they live, and so forth.

for example, few things I was thinking of:

* every character i design (since the iron crown days and before that) has some sort of intentional raw sleazy sex appeal and this was no exception. :3 along with this inspiration board i was pulling from yzma as a good example of said appeal; extremely unique body type (same knobby fingers as me, villain vibes even), great range of comedy and drama, also Would. it ain't even a 'hear me out' with her ~

frankly i also wanted low key masc-ish vibes for bright eyes; it annoys me to no end about the stranglehold of femme presentation in character design for chicks. i've joked before my favorite way of presenting is leather drag king, and folks with eyes and a nose for history probably see more than one allusion here ~

* there's no reference out there in terms of designing younger(ish) characters with a hunchback so you have to start from scratch in a lot of ways, or reference the elderly characters. (the grandma from mulan is one of the few professional character design sheets that that alludes anywhere near the "physics" of the shapes.)

likewise naturally with the height, clothes ain't gonna fit right, and i can absolutely see the summoner robes lookin' oversized over the shoulders, the centre circle sagging /less circle-like, etc. i figure the bottom of the robe is hemmed off as well since that's a hasty easy fix. there's also a subtle concealment of the larger joints.

* one of these days i'll probably animate a walk cycle for the lulz b/c it's so fucked :D

* there's also an intentionality with bright eyes feeling off, somehow. (greyer skin, all of the above because Society is still unfortunately Like That so might as well lean into it, the regeneration/body horror/spirit charmer lore, the ridiculously villain coded color pallet of purple/red/bright yellow). i get very annoyed with character design that's obviously softballing representation in a way that sacrifices iconic qualities; it's one of the reasons i love hellsing's whole cast ~ legit the one cast i can see myself sliding in with zero changes.

* still, there's some harmonization here; bright eyes could theoretically slide into FEH's cast like this with minimal tweaks; the coat's still there. details like the arm bandages are common in the series. the purple top is straight up stolen from zihark :3

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some #zihark and selfship shenanigans as distraction ~





i joked on tumblr once about finding the six greasiest evil bastard rats for bright eyes references/inspo and that wasn't much of a joke was it. :D

going forward, i'm uploading everything with a "Creator Chose Not To Use Warnings" policy and retroactively scrubbing tags when possible. (here, ao3, bsky, etc). I will still put sensitive content under the cut.

(nothing personal if it's a deal breaker for following; also been there.)

copypastin' a bsky thread of mine:

i've already shown this to the doujin circle, but seeing the final shop visits for the latest comic campaign per incoming domain is *fascinating*. here's the breakdown:

    bsky --------- 830
    itchio -------- 155
    kradeelav.com 115
    tumblr ------- 90
    google ------ 25
    dreamwidth - 9
    other -------- 4

a few notes:

*there was roughly equal marketing on bsky/kradeelav.com/tumblr/(mastodon!baraag).

*kradeelav.com being above tumblr (solidly no3!) shows you the power of personal websites, doesnt it?

*itchio's visits started slow but then ramped up when the comic hit the front page for a few tags.

this whole campaign was not profit focused in the least (the slim $$ after shipping/printing is mentally sorted as "seed money" for future doujin), but broad data like this is still useful for estimating where to focus for pre-orders to save on mental energy. work smarter, not harder.

why the transparency?

indie doujin/comics is horrifically niche and opaque money-wise with a lot of headwinds (to use a corporatism) right now. i don't believe in competition with your peers. i really don't. the more mental pain i can erase for somebody through knowledge sharing is a net benefit.

wind down from projects. bottom two are wips from a scene i may or may not post. #zihark

good job, heinrix. #mscfanart

heinrix, babydoll; why are you Like That.
#mscfanart

showing off some interiors of this doujin ~ old hats will remember this all got started when I was genuinely annoyed at how it felt like Gunter was the sole #fefates character who didn't have one, haha.

the longer i worked on this, the more I had fun with (dare i say?) the subversiveness of making him as an old man the focus in some incredibly sexy strips, as well as rummaging around the sheer variety of nuanced topics this ship has. i'm glad it resonated with y'all too. thank you ~ ♥

loved noodlin' at these, but i gotta keep going with other stuff :)
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a certian somebody ate my brain, regular programming to resume.... at some point.

oh who am i kidding. people who've followed me since the dA years know *this* is the regular programming. :P
#zihark

#fetellius #zihark wip. think i'm going to make a doujin for him next, after current projects. :) it's time. been wanting to do it since radiant dawn released. also since i'm quite happy with my inking style now and don't want to immediately change it.

For those who appreciate handsome old men, it's live! (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

 『ASHES & GHOST』A Gunter/Corrin #fefates doujinshi, 60 pages. Available in two options:
- Print + digital PDF (PREORDERS OPEN UNTIL JULY 1) (25USD)
- Digital DRM-free high-resolution PDF (1USD)

Cover for my #fefates gunter/corrin doujinshi 'ashes and ghost" releasing in three days! :D

last new interior piece for the gunter/corrin doujin
#fefates

uniform fetishist very predictably stoned on warhammer for the last week, news at 11
#mscfanart

sorry in my doujin it's *both* the dirty old father figure and the naive princess who are perverts :) #fefates



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teeny bit of nsfw yume / #zihark art & writing under the cut, don't look at me la la la~

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They have a private game every time he wins an arena duel.

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She had to swallow a few times more before his thick viscosity would allow words without a raven's croak, sweetly savoring how he tasted. The thick salt was like slow and easy victory -- the same tang of his musk in the early hours of the morning when mouths would trail warm flesh and even his war-calloused hands wasn't enough for heedless hunger.

Zihark was making himself decent again, distinctly hampered by the fact of her leaning against his middle. Neither of them seemed to particularly mind the risk of being found out with pants quite literally down.

"You know." Glancing up to see him working his jaw over behind a hand, she smiled. For a man of such grace and poised self control, getting to see him so crudely undone even for a moment was an indulgence. "I hope this doesn't count as bribery or some shit. Some-how I don't think Soren would approve."

Above her, he gave a hard and slight sputter of amusement at that - but it was a real sound of a laugh, the kind he always gave a breath of hesitation after with a hissed intake as if wondering when the last time it had been.

A wave of sudden smothering certainty crashed through her; the kind of boneless certainty that rearranged the guts of the universe itself to where he was indistinguishable from the beating heart itself. Always - her own heart sang, -always - she wanted this beautiful man to have the merest possibility of that laugh. Damn the heavens if it felt otherwise. she would make it happen.

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petrine/ena #fetellius
fill for the toxic femslash convenience store event on ao3

    in the beginning, there can be only dying, the abyss, the first laugh.

rafiel would have some fuckin kinks.
#fetellius



influences?

READ MORE"trickster makes the world" book and this line from a different book:
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sometimes i forget that 'daddy i made a child's toy from a whip gunter' actually wielding whips in combat is only a headcanon #fefates

your honor i love him
(lt. south burning from gundam 0083)
#mscfanart

aimee, astrid, and calill chatting. experimenting with some color styles... not wholly satisfied but i like the direction.

#fetellius

yumejoshi
(+ obligatory #zihark tag)

this started off as something funnier as a good natured meme rather than it being as off kilter as it ended up lol - honestly i love it .

i make no secret that i love selfshipping (yumijoshi)  as much as i love weird fucked up media. i also feel like people either approach yumijoshi as a concept with either a totally negative (and to me unfair tone given the history) or an equally flat "positive" tone . to be completely honest both rub me the wrong way.

and ... i'm going to say this wrong but i think it's fun to occasionally poke at the slight ... unreality? with a stick.

both internally consistent with the little daydream stories i've got going on, and both in a larger societal sense without it being too ponderous in a morality sense. that's boring. let yumijoshi be lil freaks basically.

anyway i blame a little of these vibes on my recent evangelion rewatch. x)

spoils of war
gunter/corrin, #fefates , bad ending
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i genuinely enjoy drawing my favorites as rapists... it's interesting poking at why.

that rare pleased fire-burn of 'oh this is provocative with thought. this has substance. (how is such an malicious action depicted substance?) there's a call to the darker parts of the id that recognizes kin. all of us have such potential, even as we wish otherwise.

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gunter being manhandled as a break :v (nsfw)
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more WIP shots of "ashes and ghost". as always, nsfw under the cut.
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the old man fingerfucks like a lesbian lol COLLAPSE

some dear friends were discussing 'what if FEH did aged up banners and weren't cowards' ~ #fetellius