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thirsty as sin for fucked up senile meow meows rn
#hellsing
+ extra walter doodle because been reading some of the most well written, but really fucked up fics of old!walter by an author who described him as every bit as mad as the rest of the hellsingers, he just hides it best.
anyway he’s been on my mind lately. fascinating dude.
#hellsing
+ extra walter doodle because been reading some of the most well written, but really fucked up fics of old!walter by an author who described him as every bit as mad as the rest of the hellsingers, he just hides it best.
anyway he’s been on my mind lately. fascinating dude.
2024.09.02 19:41:18 編集
what greater sin wip’s. love i can remove almost every iconic element from alucard and he’s still recognizable. more nsfw pix and talking about the #hellsing doujin under the cut
WGS was originally created as an alucard/integra-centric doujinshi since it’s been one of my mainstay ships from day one.
halfway through creating WGS, i started getting into walter/integra for various reasons.
firstly, old man walter’s hot. porque no los dos.
secondly, now, before the audience starts pelting me with tomatoes and molotov cocktails, I find i like walter/integra in large part because it brings up deeply uncomfortable questions about why integra/alucard feels so delightful to ship but why walter/integra feels viscerally wrong in comparison when arguably alutegra is just as skewed in a consent and power tilt sense.
integra’s raised in a deeply fucked situation where she kills for the first time before her teens, is raised by two men who are at *best* platonically obsessed with her, and have each already killed hundreds. that’s at best. personally i’m under no delusions that they both have designs on her to various degrees.
i intentionally drew her with lolita style in mind to point harder at that.
when and where does she try to reclaim her agency (sexually, with violence, with coercion)? when does she succeed? when does she not? when is her diminutive quality an advantage?
when do all three of them find the humanity in each other? when do they bite harder at each other’s psychic wounds?
COLLAPSE
WGS was originally created as an alucard/integra-centric doujinshi since it’s been one of my mainstay ships from day one.
halfway through creating WGS, i started getting into walter/integra for various reasons.
firstly, old man walter’s hot. porque no los dos.
secondly, now, before the audience starts pelting me with tomatoes and molotov cocktails, I find i like walter/integra in large part because it brings up deeply uncomfortable questions about why integra/alucard feels so delightful to ship but why walter/integra feels viscerally wrong in comparison when arguably alutegra is just as skewed in a consent and power tilt sense.
integra’s raised in a deeply fucked situation where she kills for the first time before her teens, is raised by two men who are at *best* platonically obsessed with her, and have each already killed hundreds. that’s at best. personally i’m under no delusions that they both have designs on her to various degrees.
i intentionally drew her with lolita style in mind to point harder at that.
when and where does she try to reclaim her agency (sexually, with violence, with coercion)? when does she succeed? when does she not? when is her diminutive quality an advantage?
when do all three of them find the humanity in each other? when do they bite harder at each other’s psychic wounds?
COLLAPSE
title: FEALTY - #hellsing illustrated fic
Ao3 mirror
summary: a gift Sir Integra Hellsing gets for her sixteenth birthday, and what bootblacking means.
Ao3 mirror
summary: a gift Sir Integra Hellsing gets for her sixteenth birthday, and what bootblacking means.
2024.09.02 02:36:59 編集
two works I did for the 'hellsing mini exchange
life has a funny way of showing opposites to makube. made for valentinesister in the 2023 mini #hellsing exchange on Ao3
+ anderson/maxwell for the hellsing exchange round 2 ~
life has a funny way of showing opposites to makube. made for valentinesister in the 2023 mini #hellsing exchange on Ao3
+ anderson/maxwell for the hellsing exchange round 2 ~
2024.09.01 23:09:20 編集
LUCID - a #hellsing zine
first zine completed, and being prepped for printing. happy to send this one off given it was started August (2019) and has a lot of ghosts with it. I was listening to an old favorite song from the soundtrack of the Brave Little Toaster and it makes me think about the type of horror that I love. Not as a genre, but the undercurrent you sometimes sense in certain media. Not even as a scene, scare, plot beat, or tacky symbolism – it’s a subtle peculiar lived-in horror of the id that’s most potent through poetry or lyrics. That sing-song (silent scream) aching familiarity you sometimes feel in your bones and makes old skeletons rattle.
That movie and hellsing has a lot in common there.
2024.09.01 20:42:17 編集
For justinrelinaleinc who was amazingly helpful in tracking down overseas #hellsing artbooks! ♥ (Also wow, I’m digging this crackship.)
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#hellsing