https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi ja Copyright 2026 Fri, 10 Apr 2026 21:40:41 +0900 Powered by てがろぐ Ver 4.2.0 ]]>
i say quietly since certian areas of the internet wildly misunderstood or mocked selfshipping for the longest time. a lot of folks may not remember when it was viewed with the similar disdain of 'hags writing smoochy BL fanfiction'.

to be honest, i've been trying to get better about making things i give a shit about. and in some ways, i wouldn't be true to that unless this strip came to life. the truest guilty pleasure piece of art if you will.

mind, it's also been very fun to crack the code on toning & return to an old favorite. i hope you'll enjoy it as much as i am~

filed under #zihark
-- Posted by 名無し 〔824文字〕 No.283 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=283 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=283 selfship Wed, 11 Sep 2024 00:48:31 +0900 （READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔2504文字〕 No.282 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=282 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=282 resource Tue, 03 Sep 2024 00:08:35 +0900 Not sure if this has been asked before but: do u have any advice for drawing old men?
-Asked by holdinglines

KRAD: Appreciate you asking, this post would be most relevant there ~ I also did two artbook reviews covering JP-styled ossans, if that’s the specific angle you’re looking for.

Otherwise good ol’ observation, practice, and dignity goes a long way.
（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔1871文字〕 No.281 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=281 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=281 resource Tue, 03 Sep 2024 00:07:45 +0900 ANONYMOUS: What are your favorite brushes?

KRAD: Ha, you timed that well as I was considering making a ‘what tools do I use’ post. information wants to be free and all of that ~

    Before I get into specific brushes, I need to mention hardware. Two years ago i switched permanently to linux (Ubuntu distro), via a system76 laptop . Linux isn’t for the tech-fainthearted, but if you hav a passion for playing with computers and are feeling increasingly constricted with the subscription BS that mac/win is pushing, consider giving it a trial run.
（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔2074文字〕 No.280 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=280 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=280 resource Tue, 03 Sep 2024 00:04:35 +0900 #zihark strip this past weekend now that i’m artistically unconstipated. 🙂 hoping to release it october 17 since it's when i unofficially celebrate his birthday (also POR's NA launch date)

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filed under #fegen #fefates #fetellius & #zihark
-- Posted by 名無し 〔99文字〕 No.278 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=278 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=278 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:19:27 +0900

your ruin, my ruin (epilouge) // a #fefates gunter/corrin doujinshi side strip; revelation route. based on the final scene of this fanfic.

    after everything – the fight against anankos, the possession, peace between nohr and hoshido – gunter and corrin have one last decision.
this strip will be part of a printed gunter/corrin r18 doujinshi called ashes and ghost


-- Posted by 名無し 〔380文字〕 No.277 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=277 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=277 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:17:05 +0900 #fefates warmup fanwork for jonphaedrus’ drinking the well dry because not a week goes by without thinking about this fic.
Creator Chose Not To Use Warnings

（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔172文字〕 No.276 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=276 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=276 nsfw gift Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:15:46 +0900 #original nazisploitation anthology during spring 2024 called NaZine I with over fifteen contributors - since my copy came in, have a nice crop of my piece.



cover art by the wonderful kmclaude


A beautiful, refined, and uniquely unsettling full-color collaborative work of both art and prose delving into the fantasies of those who find particular joy in the aesthetic of Nazisploitation–a genre long misunderstood and abhorred by the uninitiated. Are you ready to be In The Know?
Contributors:

    DES ABRAHAM / IDAL WAVES / JACKBOOT / J.D. RILEY / K. M. CLAUDE / KRAD / MISCELLANIUM / OZZY / ANTON RICHTER / MORO / SALT LICK / EC12 / L.F.
    Creator Chose Not To Use Warnings
    Print - 124 Pages (Full Color) 6.5x9.5in
    FREE digital DRM-free low-resolution PDF included

If there’s any questions, happy to answer via email (overlord (at) kradeelav (dot) com) -- Posted by 名無し 〔907文字〕 No.275 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=275 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=275 nsfw Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:10:35 +0900 DEAD IS CALLING // a gunter/corrin doujinshi side strip; revelation route.
even after anankos is defeated in valla and her lover is returned, corrin wonders… what would have happened if he had won?

⚠ share on tumblr  / read on ao3 / share on bsky
⚠ this strip will be part of a printed #fefates r18 doujinshi called ashes and ghost




（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔348文字〕 No.274 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=274 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=274 portfolio nsfw featured Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:04:54 +0900 -- Posted by 名無し 〔165文字〕 No.273 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=273 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=273 resource Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:02:36 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin nsfw dump as promised ~ they’re gonna get kicked out of the hot springs if they keep fooling around…

（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔132文字〕 No.272 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=272 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=272 nsfw Mon, 02 Sep 2024 21:01:15 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin slowburn romance where they both earn their happy ending. 💕 complete, revelation route ~

📚 to read on Ao3
🌐 site mirror

-- Posted by 名無し 〔177文字〕 No.271 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=271 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=271 portfolio featured Mon, 02 Sep 2024 20:57:32 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin doujinshi


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lululeighsworld and I got together to make a possessed!Gunter FE: Heroes (gacha) unit! crossposted on Ao3 with writing

Leigh did the fantastic writing, and yours truly stitched together the art & UI. Leigh’s inspired me with their unshakeable devotion to the character not to mention talented writing and so it felt like a delightful inevitability, and an honor nonetheless, to collaborate here.
-- Posted by 名無し 〔405文字〕 No.269 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=269 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=269 portfolio featured Mon, 02 Sep 2024 20:45:10 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin doodles and comic WIPs around spring 2023 :) i had a bad wrist RSI issue i let go for too long about then - it was frustrating not being able to draw them as much as i wanted!!

-- Posted by 名無し 〔215文字〕 No.268 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=268 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=268 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 20:40:17 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin 120k fanfiction, your ruin, my ruin



here's the step-by-step cover progress for the curious, under the cut!
 
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making several strips for a #fefates gunter/corrin doujinshi called 'ashes and ghost' unfortunately i’m changing up this particular nsfw strip, so these delectable panels got axed ~

-- Posted by 名無し 〔186文字〕 No.266 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=266 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=266 nsfw featured Mon, 02 Sep 2024 20:21:18 +0900
local gilf stud SLAUGHTERS gacha fetuses

++ assorted #fefates memes because shitposting about a character is a love language. gunt_jeb meme under the cut, knock yourself out of you want to meme with it
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  -- Posted by 名無し 〔214文字〕 No.265 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=265 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=265 meme Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:59:45 +0900 #fefates gunter/corrin strip called YRMR: EPILOUGE after my fanfic of the same name.

-- Posted by 名無し 〔110文字〕 No.264 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=264 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=264 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:52:11 +0900     “I love you more than you will ever know, Corrin.”

golden route, #fefates
-- Posted by 名無し 〔79文字〕 No.263 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=263 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=263 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:50:17 +0900 #hellsing


+ extra walter doodle because been reading some of the most well written, but really fucked up fics of old!walter by an author who described him as every bit as mad as the rest of the hellsingers, he just hides it best.

anyway he’s been on my mind lately. fascinating dude.
-- Posted by 名無し 〔337文字〕 No.259 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=259 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=259 tegalog Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:41:18 +0900 from your ruin, my ruin my 120k #fefates gunter/corrin slowburn fic. even getting bad wrist problems in spring 2024 didn't slow me down... nsfw under the cut!




unclench your fists, my lover, the war is over now.
(i’ve forgotten how to uncurl my fingers from the trigger.)
be gentle, my lover, the war is over now.
(i don’t remember what it’s like not to have gunsteel in my bones.)
come home, my lover, the war is over now.
(i’m back at the place i left but home is gone where i cannot find it.)
sleep, my lover, the war is over now.
(the war follows me into sleep. i’m afraid i’ll never leave it behind.)
kiss me, my lover, the war is over now.
(my fingers still drip red and i do not want to stain you with them.)

— teach me how to be at peace again ( j.p. )

（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔800文字〕 No.258 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=258 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=258 nsfw Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:37:14 +0900 #fefates gunter doodles ;D


（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔63文字〕 No.257 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=257 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=257 nsfw Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:34:42 +0900 #ironcrown banner i did for the official hiatus announcement. you can read the comic for free here

-- Posted by 名無し 〔106文字〕 No.256 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=256 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=256 portfolio featured Mon, 02 Sep 2024 19:32:02 +0900