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-- Posted by 名無し 〔99文字〕 No.396 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=396 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=396 selfship Fri, 10 Apr 2026 21:40:40 +0900 ( & some msc selfship doodles while slowly chipping away at this #zihark doujin)



-- Posted by 名無し 〔99文字〕 No.394 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=394 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=394 selfship Sun, 22 Mar 2026 18:13:18 +0900 for like fine wine , an anthology showcasing creative work with older men & their younger partners







-- Posted by 名無し 〔124文字〕 No.392 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=392 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=392 selfship featured Sat, 14 Mar 2026 17:31:41 +0900 (this is exactly what it looks like and no i have no shame lmao)
#zihark

-- Posted by 名無し 〔98文字〕 No.388 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=388 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=388 selfship featured Sun, 22 Feb 2026 06:49:15 +0900 filed under: #zihark


-- Posted by 名無し 〔37文字〕 No.387 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=387 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=387 selfship Sun, 08 Feb 2026 20:27:21 +0900 #fetellius oc & bonus bright eyes x #zihark C-A supports under the cut 」

Bright Eyes
A mage that helps Tauroneo in Daein's reconstruction. In Izuka's disappearance, the only replacement that Almedha did not immediately dismiss. Among other scribe duties, she investigates Ashnard's and Begnion's war crimes.




（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔2978文字〕 No.385 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=385 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=385 selfship Thu, 29 Jan 2026 00:56:08 +0900 #zihark selfship
i just think he's neat ~

-- Posted by 名無し 〔54文字〕 No.380 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=380 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=380 selfship featured Mon, 29 Dec 2025 21:16:34 +0900 #zihark work for a bit while i catch up with projects, but i had fun with this one ~ full nsfw image under the cut :)


（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔140文字〕 No.376 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=376 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=376 nsfw selfship featured Fri, 14 Nov 2025 19:48:57 +0900  
also filed under: #zihark

-- Posted by 名無し 〔226文字〕 No.374 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=374 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=374 selfship Sun, 02 Nov 2025 04:23:15 +0900 #zihark
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    bright eyes x #zihark ~ (fire emblem oc/canon selfship)

finished sketchdump! more context on the ship at dreamwidth . character design workshop thoughts below ~

i was telling my doujin circle recently it's been neat finally getting the confidence to tackle my body type as a cool character design puzzle to solve since the combination is so rare (coughnonexistent) to see.

(also with the rancid villain vibes that "I" want. because it's hot. /send tweet.)

something a lot of artists underestimate is good character design is always problem solving  -- you want them to be not just cookie cutter copypasta original character 2044223 but unique in a way that they're tangible, iconic, have quirks of body language that tells volumes about how they live, and so forth.

for example, few things I was thinking of:

* every character i design (since the iron crown days and before that) has some sort of intentional raw sleazy sex appeal and this was no exception. :3 along with this inspiration board i was pulling from yzma as a good example of said appeal; extremely unique body type (same knobby fingers as me, villain vibes even), great range of comedy and drama, also Would. it ain't even a 'hear me out' with her ~

frankly i also wanted low key masc-ish vibes for bright eyes; it annoys me to no end about the stranglehold of femme presentation in character design for chicks. i've joked before my favorite way of presenting is leather drag king, and folks with eyes and a nose for history probably see more than one allusion here ~

* there's no reference out there in terms of designing younger(ish) characters with a hunchback so you have to start from scratch in a lot of ways, or reference the elderly characters. (the grandma from mulan is one of the few professional character design sheets that that alludes anywhere near the "physics" of the shapes.)

likewise naturally with the height, clothes ain't gonna fit right, and i can absolutely see the summoner robes lookin' oversized over the shoulders, the centre circle sagging /less circle-like, etc. i figure the bottom of the robe is hemmed off as well since that's a hasty easy fix. there's also a subtle concealment of the larger joints.

* one of these days i'll probably animate a walk cycle for the lulz b/c it's so fucked :D

* there's also an intentionality with bright eyes feeling off, somehow. (greyer skin, all of the above because Society is still unfortunately Like That so might as well lean into it, the regeneration/body horror/spirit charmer lore, the ridiculously villain coded color pallet of purple/red/bright yellow). i get very annoyed with character design that's obviously softballing representation in a way that sacrifices iconic qualities; it's one of the reasons i love hellsing's whole cast ~ legit the one cast i can see myself sliding in with zero changes.

* still, there's some harmonization here; bright eyes could theoretically slide into FEH's cast like this with minimal tweaks; the coat's still there. details like the arm bandages are common in the series. the purple top is straight up stolen from zihark :3
-- Posted by 名無し 〔3126文字〕 No.359 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=359 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=359 selfship featured Mon, 11 Aug 2025 02:07:03 +0900 #zihark and selfship shenanigans as distraction ~





i joked on tumblr once about finding the six greasiest evil bastard rats for bright eyes references/inspo and that wasn't much of a joke was it. :D
-- Posted by 名無し 〔208文字〕 No.357 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=357 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=357 selfship Sun, 03 Aug 2025 00:00:44 +0900 #zihark
-- Posted by 名無し 〔89文字〕 No.350 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=350 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=350 selfship Sat, 12 Jul 2025 19:25:08 +0900 ( #zihark x oc). full nsfw piece under the cut


（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔122文字〕 No.346 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=346 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=346 nsfw selfship featured Sun, 29 Jun 2025 01:21:42 +0900
oh who am i kidding. people who've followed me since the dA years know *this* is the regular programming. :P
#zihark




-- Posted by 名無し 〔204文字〕 No.345 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=345 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=345 selfship featured Fri, 20 Jun 2025 13:51:48 +0900
teeny bit of nsfw yume / #zihark art & writing under the cut, don't look at me la la la~

（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔1639文字〕 No.338 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=338 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=338 nsfw selfship Sun, 25 May 2025 05:10:49 +0900 (+ obligatory #zihark tag)

this started off as something funnier as a good natured meme rather than it being as off kilter as it ended up lol - honestly i love it .

i make no secret that i love selfshipping (yumijoshi)  as much as i love weird fucked up media. i also feel like people either approach yumijoshi as a concept with either a totally negative (and to me unfair tone given the history) or an equally flat "positive" tone . to be completely honest both rub me the wrong way.

and ... i'm going to say this wrong but i think it's fun to occasionally poke at the slight ... unreality? with a stick.

both internally consistent with the little daydream stories i've got going on, and both in a larger societal sense without it being too ponderous in a morality sense. that's boring. let yumijoshi be lil freaks basically.

anyway i blame a little of these vibes on my recent evangelion rewatch. x)
-- Posted by 名無し 〔918文字〕 No.332 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=332 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=332 selfship featured Sat, 26 Apr 2025 03:39:08 +0900 #zihark


T.E. Lawrence: Certainly it hurts.
Officer: What's the trick then?
T.E. Lawrence: The trick, William Potter, is not minding that it hurts. -- Posted by 名無し 〔160文字〕 No.326 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=326 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=326 selfship featured Sun, 06 Apr 2025 19:51:39 +0900
#zihark
-- Posted by 名無し 〔118文字〕 No.319 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=319 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=319 selfship Tue, 18 Mar 2025 20:54:30 +0900 #zihark

(meant to post this on vday but got carried away with the colors, lol. experimented with ALL the effects...)

-- Posted by 名無し 〔130文字〕 No.311 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=311 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=311 selfship Tue, 18 Feb 2025 03:30:26 +0900 filed under #zihark
-- Posted by 名無し 〔39文字〕 No.305 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=305 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=305 selfship Tue, 28 Jan 2025 01:36:31 +0900 #zihark
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tl;dr i feel like my summoner design needed a more accurate upgrade? didn't feel genderbent hojo chaotic evil enough... also kinda want more nuanced sleazy flexibility with some body shapes n shit. LOVE the idea of the summoner's robes being like a lab coat and leaning into the mad scientist shape angle. the tricky part is the hairstyles are really similar so it's figuring out how to differentiate w/o going into boring Default gender shapes.

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