https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi ja Copyright 2026 Fri, 10 Apr 2026 21:40:41 +0900 Powered by てがろぐ Ver 4.2.0 ]]> for like fine wine , an anthology showcasing creative work with older men & their younger partners







-- Posted by 名無し 〔124文字〕 No.392 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=392 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=392 selfship featured Sat, 14 Mar 2026 17:31:41 +0900 #fefates













-- Posted by 名無し 〔103文字〕 No.390 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=390 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=390 featured Mon, 02 Mar 2026 23:49:35 +0900 (this is exactly what it looks like and no i have no shame lmao)
#zihark

-- Posted by 名無し 〔98文字〕 No.388 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=388 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=388 selfship featured Sun, 22 Feb 2026 06:49:15 +0900 #zihark selfship
i just think he's neat ~

-- Posted by 名無し 〔54文字〕 No.380 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=380 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=380 selfship featured Mon, 29 Dec 2025 21:16:34 +0900
Before you download, please be aware there are many NSFW/R18 pieces as well as potentially disturbing artwork. You are welcome to save/delete whatever you want, all I ask is you do not reshare, or use it for AI training.

Download link (1.1 GB)


Previous 2011-2020 dump: https://www.mediafire.com/file/3hqo6ltou... -- Posted by 名無し 〔579文字〕 No.379 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=379 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=379 admin featured Mon, 29 Dec 2025 20:08:08 +0900 #zihark work for a bit while i catch up with projects, but i had fun with this one ~ full nsfw image under the cut :)


（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔140文字〕 No.376 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=376 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=376 nsfw selfship featured Fri, 14 Nov 2025 19:48:57 +0900 #zihark in elden ring and thought he was hot covered in blood :)c
#fetellius
-- Posted by 名無し 〔174文字〕 No.375 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=375 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=375 featured Fri, 14 Nov 2025 01:27:17 +0900 □ https://archiveofourown.org/works/522583...
[ illustrating my #fefates Gunter/f!Corrin slowburn romance fic where they both earn their happy ending. Revelation route. ]
-- Posted by 名無し 〔238文字〕 No.368 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=368 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=368 featured Wed, 10 Sep 2025 01:17:13 +0900 HOW TO MAKE A 2010's ANIME CELL IN KRITA - QUICK WALKTHROUGH


this past week, i went on a bender making a #fefates animatic(?), it ended up being a crash course in how to make realistic anime stills entirely in krita. below is a bullet-point list of critical steps for interested parties. it's not very detailed but should point you to things that helped.
（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔3158文字〕 No.367 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=367 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=367 featured Sun, 07 Sep 2025 20:47:40 +0900 -- Posted by 名無し 〔0文字〕 No.365 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=365 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=365 selfship featured Tue, 26 Aug 2025 02:22:06 +0900 -- Posted by 名無し 〔0文字〕 No.362 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=362 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=362 selfship featured Sat, 23 Aug 2025 17:44:17 +0900

    bright eyes x #zihark ~ (fire emblem oc/canon selfship)

finished sketchdump! more context on the ship at dreamwidth . character design workshop thoughts below ~

i was telling my doujin circle recently it's been neat finally getting the confidence to tackle my body type as a cool character design puzzle to solve since the combination is so rare (coughnonexistent) to see.

(also with the rancid villain vibes that "I" want. because it's hot. /send tweet.)

something a lot of artists underestimate is good character design is always problem solving  -- you want them to be not just cookie cutter copypasta original character 2044223 but unique in a way that they're tangible, iconic, have quirks of body language that tells volumes about how they live, and so forth.

for example, few things I was thinking of:

* every character i design (since the iron crown days and before that) has some sort of intentional raw sleazy sex appeal and this was no exception. :3 along with this inspiration board i was pulling from yzma as a good example of said appeal; extremely unique body type (same knobby fingers as me, villain vibes even), great range of comedy and drama, also Would. it ain't even a 'hear me out' with her ~

frankly i also wanted low key masc-ish vibes for bright eyes; it annoys me to no end about the stranglehold of femme presentation in character design for chicks. i've joked before my favorite way of presenting is leather drag king, and folks with eyes and a nose for history probably see more than one allusion here ~

* there's no reference out there in terms of designing younger(ish) characters with a hunchback so you have to start from scratch in a lot of ways, or reference the elderly characters. (the grandma from mulan is one of the few professional character design sheets that that alludes anywhere near the "physics" of the shapes.)

likewise naturally with the height, clothes ain't gonna fit right, and i can absolutely see the summoner robes lookin' oversized over the shoulders, the centre circle sagging /less circle-like, etc. i figure the bottom of the robe is hemmed off as well since that's a hasty easy fix. there's also a subtle concealment of the larger joints.

* one of these days i'll probably animate a walk cycle for the lulz b/c it's so fucked :D

* there's also an intentionality with bright eyes feeling off, somehow. (greyer skin, all of the above because Society is still unfortunately Like That so might as well lean into it, the regeneration/body horror/spirit charmer lore, the ridiculously villain coded color pallet of purple/red/bright yellow). i get very annoyed with character design that's obviously softballing representation in a way that sacrifices iconic qualities; it's one of the reasons i love hellsing's whole cast ~ legit the one cast i can see myself sliding in with zero changes.

* still, there's some harmonization here; bright eyes could theoretically slide into FEH's cast like this with minimal tweaks; the coat's still there. details like the arm bandages are common in the series. the purple top is straight up stolen from zihark :3
-- Posted by 名無し 〔3126文字〕 No.359 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=359 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=359 selfship featured Mon, 11 Aug 2025 02:07:03 +0900 #fefates character who didn't have one, haha.

the longer i worked on this, the more I had fun with (dare i say?) the subversiveness of making him as an old man the focus in some incredibly sexy strips, as well as rummaging around the sheer variety of nuanced topics this ship has. i'm glad it resonated with y'all too. thank you ~ ♥









-- Posted by 名無し 〔501文字〕 No.347 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=347 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=347 portfolio featured Wed, 02 Jul 2025 16:05:02 +0900 ( #zihark x oc). full nsfw piece under the cut


（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔122文字〕 No.346 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=346 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=346 nsfw selfship featured Sun, 29 Jun 2025 01:21:42 +0900
oh who am i kidding. people who've followed me since the dA years know *this* is the regular programming. :P
#zihark




-- Posted by 名無し 〔204文字〕 No.345 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=345 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=345 selfship featured Fri, 20 Jun 2025 13:51:48 +0900
 『ASHES & GHOST』A Gunter/Corrin #fefates doujinshi, 60 pages. Available in two options:
- Print + digital PDF (PREORDERS OPEN UNTIL JULY 1) (25USD)
- Digital DRM-free high-resolution PDF (1USD)

-- Posted by 名無し 〔263文字〕 No.343 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=343 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=343 featured Sat, 14 Jun 2025 00:42:34 +0900 #fefates
-- Posted by 名無し 〔62文字〕 No.341 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=341 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=341 featured Sat, 07 Jun 2025 23:51:43 +0900 #fefates



nsfw under the cut

（READ MORE） -- Posted by 名無し 〔136文字〕 No.339 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=339 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=339 featured Mon, 26 May 2025 03:44:32 +0900 (+ obligatory #zihark tag)

this started off as something funnier as a good natured meme rather than it being as off kilter as it ended up lol - honestly i love it .

i make no secret that i love selfshipping (yumijoshi)  as much as i love weird fucked up media. i also feel like people either approach yumijoshi as a concept with either a totally negative (and to me unfair tone given the history) or an equally flat "positive" tone . to be completely honest both rub me the wrong way.

and ... i'm going to say this wrong but i think it's fun to occasionally poke at the slight ... unreality? with a stick.

both internally consistent with the little daydream stories i've got going on, and both in a larger societal sense without it being too ponderous in a morality sense. that's boring. let yumijoshi be lil freaks basically.

anyway i blame a little of these vibes on my recent evangelion rewatch. x)
-- Posted by 名無し 〔918文字〕 No.332 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=332 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=332 selfship featured Sat, 26 Apr 2025 03:39:08 +0900 #fetellius
-- Posted by 名無し 〔101文字〕 No.328 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=328 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=328 featured Mon, 14 Apr 2025 00:52:16 +0900 #fefates
-- Posted by 名無し 〔76文字〕 No.327 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=327 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=327 featured Sun, 06 Apr 2025 20:42:10 +0900 #zihark


T.E. Lawrence: Certainly it hurts.
Officer: What's the trick then?
T.E. Lawrence: The trick, William Potter, is not minding that it hurts. -- Posted by 名無し 〔160文字〕 No.326 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=326 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=326 selfship featured Sun, 06 Apr 2025 19:51:39 +0900 #fefates doujinshi will be available this summer! i hope you'll enjoy it.
-- Posted by 名無し 〔95文字〕 No.320 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=320 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=320 featured Fri, 21 Mar 2025 01:34:33 +0900
it's really fun studying  the mathematics behind this class of layer effects and surmising why it works so well in the above screenshot (on top of "flat" cell-shade drawing to add just enough of randomness.) i think it has to do with the logic of gradients but then the abrupt switch to the next gradient, versus one samey blob of color.

"painting" that layer effect on with a watercolor brush (introducing another level of randomness) has some serious mileage! especially if you can still eyeball the general intensity/hue.

one problem i've always had with digital drawings is how stiff and lifeless it can feel without the randomness inherent in physical paints. a lot of effort behind digital brushes is the creators deliberately re-introducing artificial randomness - but sometimes it still feels odd or not enough. wet paints and ink separate, markers fade over time, entropy is its own artisan, in a way.

#zihark #fetellius
-- Posted by 名無し 〔1053文字〕 No.309 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=309 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=309 featured Thu, 13 Feb 2025 18:19:27 +0900
(locked in with this strip both with the style and panels; now it's just a clean up marathon for the next three weeks.)
#fefates
-- Posted by 名無し 〔147文字〕 No.308 ]]> https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=308 https://kradeelav.com/diary/tegalog.cgi?postid=308 featured Sat, 01 Feb 2025 19:05:05 +0900